What is nothing to smile about in my life?

As an AI language model, I do not have information about your personal life unless you provide me with specific details. However, if you are facing challenges or difficulties that are giving you a reason to not to smile, it is important to seek support from friends, family, or mental health professionals. Do not hesitate to reach out and seek help as it is never too late to get better and turn things around. Remember that challenges and difficulties are a part of life, and by seeking help, you can learn to cope with them in a healthy and positive manner.